The deepest emotion I feel in the recesses of my heart is a strong yearning for self understanding.

Every one of us is only experiencing a small fraction of the whole grand picture of reality. We perceive tiny, almost immeasurable fragments of the totality of life. All one can do is yearn for and seek clarity of ones own fragments and their relationship with the grandeur of the infinite universe.

Looking inward Looking outward It’s beginning to feel as though They are one in the same

Each day I am reminded of the impermanence of all things. This reality always puts a subtle smile on my face.

I hear the birds singing and realize that I have ears that hear. I am grateful. I see the sky above and realize I have eyes that see. I am grateful. I walk amongst those who cannot and I realize that I am capable of walking. I am grateful. Family, friends, colleagues, patients. Safety, health […]

I will experience my life through a self regulated center of balance and peace grounded in the Source of all things.

Desperation A familiar sensation Severe complication Leads to contemplation Of my situation There must be evaluation Of my inner obliteration In order for creation Of a peaceful situation

During my adolescent years, I think I got so used to people having fun at my expense that along the way I lost my ability to trust having fun or people in general. Here I am now, decades later, still fighting these battles. Only now, they are in my head. No one is around from […]

Just something I was thinking about earlier today. Fluctuation Perturbation Emasculation Female elation Mental Incarceration Intellectual masterbation Emotional dislocation Detached vocation Raw desperation Any thoughts?