Some of you may be wondering what it is I am trying to accomplish through this blog. There are many reasons this blog exists, but there is one main motivation. This blog, as well as my upcoming book, attempt to bring transparency to inner places that only I experience. Without expression of these inner experiences, […]

I am one of you. I live and breathe amongst you. What a simplistically beautiful realization!

I find myself at the root of my suffering. It is a place of uncertainty. It is uncomfortable and saddening. Memories surface and manifest as current emotional pain. She disregarded. He rendered me powerless. He mocked. He berated. At the root of my suffering I am conquered, defeated, alienated and isolated. I must look at […]

There are forces greater than myself at work in my life. They make themselves apparent in subtle ways. The universe winks at me from time to time. All I can do when this is experienced is feel the connections between myself and this source of all things. These moments always make me smile. I must […]

The degree of complex subtly required for healthy social and/or colleague interaction can be quite challenging for me. For those who do it everyday without issue, this statement may seem foreign. Be grateful if that is the case for you. Conversation between human beings is a crown jewel of evolution. It is a prize of […]

There is no ultimate authority to rest upon. Everything and everyone can be questioned. The only point of reference we have is within. Filter through the inner chatter and listen inside to the soft whisper that communicates direction through its wisdom. This voice is the only authority. There is no high or low, no up […]

There is one question I ask myself everyday as a healthcare provider. How do I maintain patience and compassion for those under my care while being productive in a fast paced, and at times, dehumanizing system that requires a high level of productivity?

I stand at the nexus between the beginning and end of life. I experience both from this center point and realize how lucky I am to view these very different places within the lifecycle on a daily basis. Those at the beginning of life are energetic and optimistic. This is contrasted with those close to […]

I need to be infused with the wisdom of the universe, bathed by truth, and carried forward by the waves of what is real.

I often feel left behind in the movement of everyday practical life. I lose my sense of self in the midst of the infinite trivial details of getting things done. I wish to nurture my soul in the face of this ever present draining practicality.