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I long to be in a perpetual state of gratitude.

There is this recurring feeling that there is something that needs to be said but can’t be. Also, there is this plaguing fear that what needs to be talked about will be disregarded and ignored. These feelings are so painful. They weigh on my heart. They are certainly a major driver of my depression. They […]

I have blind spots as everyone does. Things that are clear to others but are hidden from and unseen by me. I feel as though my defensiveness may be an obstacle in acquiring the self knowledge hidden by a blind spot. Is it possible to see and deal with these blind spots to grow beyond […]

Pause and take a look at what’s there inside of you. Allow what is to be. Find peace amongst the darkness. Focus on the desire for compassion while acknowledging the tendency towards rage. Look outward and live from this clarity. Cultivate the beauty of this inner place. Allow the peace and compassion to manifest in […]

When we observe the impermanence of all things, and live from that reality, we can transcend our suffering and rest upon the truth of our existence. That is, that you and I are but a flicker in evolutionary time.

The yearning I have for fame and fortune, and the resulting unconditional love I assume I will feel, must be directed towards the source of all things. It is only through Him that I will be content and satisfied.

I’m so afraid that I won’t be able to access my inner resources. That a divider of opacity will muddle my thoughts and feelings. That they will not be available to me. That I will be a stranger to myself, being there physically but devoid of identity.

I wish to have access to myself when I am amongst others. I wish for less hiding inward and deeper connection outward.

For me, the purpose of financial wealth is not to own expensive things. It is to be able to afford those things but live a life of artistic expression and service to those less fortunate. To use the wealth to live a life of creativity and to help the most vulnerable of populations. I dream […]

I’m afraid that I don’t know how to dream. That my dreams are more in words and less in visualization. That they won’t come true because I’m not doing it right. How do you dream?