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My source is greater and infinitely more powerful than my mental dysfunctions, my binge eating and that which I deny, repress or reject of myself. My source is directing me away from my limitations, both real and imagined, towards incredible experiences of freedom. I am ready to move forward, away from defining myself as a […]

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Don’t get caught up in other people’s unchecked trauma and resulting dysfunctional ways of being. Don’t make other people’s problems your own. Be mindful of what is theirs and take care of what is yours.

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There will always be people, loved ones or enemies, that will attempt to make you feel guilty for being you. They will try to keep you in a box that is comfortable for them. Don’t let them! See how far down the rabbit hole your identity will take you and find your true nature. Find […]

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Millions of years of evolutionary instincts have been squelched by two and three generations of severe unchecked trauma. These natural instincts were repressed in the duty of emotional survival. Therefore, this repression served an important purpose. However, the resulting emotional dysfunction limits human functionality. The time has come for these repressed instincts to return in […]

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I become excited, like I’m getting away with something, when I realize that God is within me. It feels incredible when I realize that I contain the potential to reach enlightenment or Christ consciousness. I feel like “really? That’s really ok? We can be one with God? It’s all within me?”. This possibility fills me […]

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Where is my anger, impatience, insecurity and dysfunctional binge eating when I am in a state of peace? They are certainly all inside of me even when I’m not experiencing them at the moment. How can I integrate the complex emotions that make up my anger, impatience, insecurity and binge eating into my moments of […]

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A Brief Autobiography I gazed upon myself at the age of 13 and saw weakness so I started lifting weights. I gazed upon myself at the age of 19 and saw ignorance so I started studying philosophy. I gazed upon myself at the age of 28 and saw lack of direction so I went back […]

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I must always recognize that no matter how much self understanding I acquire in life, I will always have some kind of blind spot. There will always be something I will have trouble seeing about myself. I need to keep this in mind especially for my children’s sake. There will come a time in the […]

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