I have my whole life to tell my story. That’s my purpose. That is the reason I am here. To heal others with my life story. With my words. But also, to heal myself, through the act of self expression.

I am terrified daily. I am afraid of not being prepared for life. That I won’t say or do what I need to. And what do I need to say or do? I need to tell my story. The story hidden from the eyes of others but so deeply felt and apparent to me.

I must speak my truth. My truth is a persistent state of opaciphobia with the longing for a resulting spiritual triumph. I turn to the source with the hope to see and be seen clearly.