There is this recurring feeling that there is something that needs to be said but can’t be. Also, there is this plaguing fear that what needs to be talked about will be disregarded and ignored. These feelings are so painful. They weigh on my heart. They are certainly a major driver of my depression. They fuel a great deal of anger and rage within me. With it comes a deep sense of dissatisfaction. There is a feeling of disconnect and the longing for an open and listening heart.