This place

Was once all I knew

Fear at every turn

Terror inside

Of the monsters within

And all around me

This place of friction

Of inner hostility

And fragmentation

Within myself

Was ever present

I could not shake it

No matter what I did

Said

Or thought

I felt that place yesterday

As intense as ever

But I can say with confidence

That it does not have to stay

With me today

Today

I can rest upon peace

This place of inner turmoil

Comes every now and again

It is just my make up

It is how I’m wired

But it is not forever

As it once seemed to be

I can find my way out

I can find my breath

My self compassion

And rest upon the truth

That I am

And that I am ok